Hey there,
today I’ll share a little bit of my darkness in form of 2 poems with you.
It is important to find people to relate to when it comes to your dark side
people who truly love you can see it shine through anyways 🙂 so why not be open about it a little bit.
Its okay
with warmth
Aurora
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Transcript
hey there and welcome to the borealis experience i’m
Unknown:your host Aurora and very happy to be spending some time with
Unknown:you today i hope you’re in a good place i hope you feel good
Unknown:hope you had a good day and are ready to unwind and relax now i
Unknown:live today i decided to read you two poems that i wrote a couple
Unknown:years back one is for a dear friend who committed suicide and
Unknown:the other is about anxiety and the anxiety that is my friend
Unknown:now but used to haunt me when i was little and in my teenage
Unknown:years so let’s get started the day you will realize you can
Unknown:fight and hide your social anxiety anymore the day you will
Unknown:realize people saw your sadness shining through your fake smile
Unknown:all along the day you will realize you perfectly shaped
Unknown:your body to your egos liking but to your souls expressions
Unknown:detriment the day you will realize your friends knew you
Unknown:were putting on a show all along but they didn’t leave they
Unknown:decided to stay and wait until you crumble not to see you fail
Unknown:but to see you wake up and break free the day you will see that
Unknown:helpless they’re all alone but you fought against it rejected
Unknown:it didn’t want to see it the day this day that day you will feel
Unknown:your breaking down and lose everything but it will be you
Unknown:breaking through he will feel like losing everything but
Unknown:actually you will be in the process of regaining everything
Unknown:you will learn to trust without thinking you will learn to love
Unknown:fearlessly you will learn to live and breathe again and most
Unknown:importantly you will learn to listen to your heart again dear
Unknown:veronica now the second one is called anxiety you wit my
Unknown:anxiety is sitting on the edge of my bed at night i know her
Unknown:well came to visit for the first time when i was eight and nine
Unknown:and 10 she left for a solid amount of time to then come back
Unknown:in a violent way she used to surprise me and debilitate me
Unknown:she was the main cause of me being bullied and feeling
Unknown:different she was the one that made me feel handicapped for so
Unknown:long i embrace you now and i can say that i love you now because
Unknown:he taught forced me to see how sensitive i am and on how wrong
Unknown:of a path i was on my depression came to visit for the first time
Unknown:when i was 11 was he around all along until now i don’t know but
Unknown:i know that this glorious little which led me astray for too many
Unknown:years she made me abuse my body she made me neglect my people or
Unknown:cling to them unhealthily she made me feel lonely when i could
Unknown:have felt alone she made me feel small and crippled but i love
Unknown:her now i understand her now today she makes me relate to the
Unknown:most precious friends teachers and people
Unknown:well well thank you for listening this was a part of my
Unknown:darkness that i shared with you today and i think we all have
Unknown:darkness and light in our soul and in our life and that is just
Unknown:the way you feel about it perceive it and handle it that
Unknown:defines how happy you are for the longest time i was not aware
Unknown:of my darkness i was just I don’t know how to say it. I was
Unknown:just operating on a very different level at a very
Unknown:different speed and living in a blind, avoidance and trying to
Unknown:push away that darkness. But I came to learn that you can run
Unknown:away from it, you can’t hide it from people who truly love you.
Unknown:You will irritate people who love you, if you don’t embrace
Unknown:it, because they can clearly see it, they can cut through that
Unknown:bullshit. And if you are the one who is in avoidance, then how
Unknown:can they properly relate to you. So what I encourage people to do
Unknown:is talk about their darkness with a friend they trust with a
Unknown:person they trust because it’s so important to be okay with
Unknown:your darkness. I’m sending my love out there and I will be
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